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[Dec. 5th, 2009|01:38 am] |
the thot of exams...no no no ... the thot of uni itself makes me....
SO FINALLY!!!:D the freaking exams are over!!!
so today went out n had a great deal of fun with karel n yinghan! i think there's so much i want to say n so limited time and i kept going on n on haha sorry for the nua nua mee sua, but i really had a great time with you guys! lets hang out again soon!:D hahah! the happiest period = post-exam period!:D n i've thot abt it thorough... y suffer n put myself and others through the misery of appearing at AG outings when i could spend the time doing sth tt is much more enjoyable. too many things to do n too little time available so y waste time on things that will never blossom.
TO-DO LIST:
- 생일 카드ssssss:(
- outings and more outingssss:D
- pineapple tarts!! (Aft yrs of pining)
- work out - ideal figure = dambi's figure (the singer in the vid above)
- practice korean (starting to forget wat i've learnt the past sem:S)
- SHOWS 1) top on the list of cos is GOSSIP GIRL SEASON 3!!:D
2) shining inheritance ( cont frm where i left ..quite sian actually cos whenever i leave the drama hanging i dun feel like continuing)
3) highly recommended by karel - the rainie n xiao zhu's show
4) momo love - not v interested leh ..somehow.. hahah gao yi xiang is the selling pt of tt show for me lah...(maybe just watch frm tv instd frm starting frm the beginning)
5) not too sure what other shows are there...
- cooking/ baking/ messing ard in the kitchen haha!
- xmas shopping for SO
- make plans for driving (FIRST AND FOREMOST RENEW PDL!)
- omg piano oso...(i simply dun hav the gift lah feel so disheartened looking at vids)
wonder how's thailand! hahha les partner!! hurry come bac!!! n dun forget my souvenirs
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[Nov. 24th, 2009|02:44 pm] |
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Gosh i think i totally hate this period of my life its like holidays are so near yet so far, not to mention the stupid holiday is freaking damn short! The holidays are coming but yet this means the exams are approaching at an even faster rate! good for me that two paper is down. hate to think how screwed up i am just hoping that i can continue my korean, cause it seems to me to be all that matters in uni. i think its always during this period when i start reflecting and regretting my actions. then i'll feel so determined to start working hard conscientiously the next sem right from the start so that i wont have to go through all these sufferings. however, its always easier said than done, and anyone would have probably guessed that if i were to change i would have...as we enter the next sem or term or academic year i always slack the way through till the very last min. i know its bad, but i cant seem to change my ways. haix. and yst aft my test, i just went off alone and waited for my dad (my usual loner behaviour) and a clique from my AG past by me but treated me as invisible but then again i dont talk to them (cept one was my group mate and one i did talk to in the o-week camp), so i just pretended to be busy searching for song unknown from my mp3 player.
was quite pissed that dad took so long cos i ming ming told him its 1130 and he said to call him aft i end didnt get y i hav to cant he just come there first but didnt argued ...and i thot its cos of some impt thing so he's late for 35mins so didnt complain to my mom until today my mom told me otherwise! bleah and i was kinda unhappy thinking tt he's wasting my precious time which i could have been studying cos he still sent his fren for some urgent stuff. and i cant stand the stupid china smell in the car so i lower the window for ventilation but twice he close it again then i'm like suffocating and having a headache cos of tt stupid smell but didnt dare to lower the window again. but anws i wasted the entire day...first i was playing some ost on piano and play until damn cui but i just keep playing. then later watch wgm non-stop hahaha...the kangin one is nice and the junjin one quite funny oso.... so envious of kangin they all though they like always very tired and all but doing what they like for a job isnt that great and its like having alot of fun! too bad i have no talents to be discovered hahah. just kept watching until 230 like tt bleah ..then today intend to wake up and study a lot but see wat i'm doing now - blogging and cleaning up my bedroom:S
anw i think cos for the past wk i nv go to school and dun have to fret so much abt how awkward and out of place i am in school my face is getting better..or is it due to me trying to smile more everyday? or isit cos of les partner? or isit cos i drank 3 litres of water and 2.5++litres for the past 2 days? i also duno but just glad that its improving or at the least getting back to the o-week that period like that hope it'll stay that way. and cs of th stupid sore throat i've been eating healthy stuffs and never snack so thought 'll lose weight in the end lose only 0.3kg! pathetic! and i bet after i get better it'll increase by more than 0.3kg!
n the internet is freaking annoying keep gg on and off so i had to use cable instead. in addition to that I.E like keep displaying I.E cannot display.... though when i use firefox on the very same webpage it can work! haix i wanna go the kpop concert! :( |
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gosh sch is getting more and more terrible. thinking that i'd be able to start with a clean slate everytime i enter a new educational institution never turn out to be the case. In fact, it seems to get worse each time i thought i could start afresh. and y do i say tt sch damn sucky? firstly, i'm too slack! despite my sis's warning i wasnt able to snap out of the holiday mood and get down to serious work right from the start, so i'm having lots of dificulty catching up and the exam dates are so near and we'r so suay to be in the "long ma jing shen" batch cos according to grp mate's senior, yr 1 is damn slack, no one does the tut...(my ass!! EVERYONE does their tut!! or almost everyone!) n i thot the mtt was hard but the mean is still bloody high!!:( secondly, i hav not much frens... my can tok to frens in biz in my alum grp is onli like 2 or 3 and i cant quite ask them cos one is as slack as me so duno a thing either and the other is always mia so oso duno anything! then i hav no one else to ask cos i'm like super anti-social esp recently i just v tired to try to tok to them i just sit there n they dun talk then dun talk loh. and i dun want to come acrossto them as being v selfish or disgusting kind person - knowing them just to use them cos tt's not y i want frens, though it might b y i need frens(some ppl). but i think somehow they would hav felt tt way. n there's no seniors to ask for help either! n i feel kinda sad cos if no alum grp is loner still nvm but i feel super loser cos i hav alum grp but is still v separated frm them cos like not same freq. then the ppl tt i cant tok to n mixing well w others which goes to show tt the prob ies w me. n i cant believe i stil hav to go thro another sem w them! omg feel like restarting alll over again!! but n i think i shld b less bitchy- complain less just endure endure endure even though sometimes i feel as if my cheset is bursting open and i'm dying to tell someone abt it. think im damn annoying!! complain alot n do v little things. feel so invisible in sch lah!! its damn weird, cos at first i feel ok abt being alone already but somehow the feeling of being invisible is bac and its just so uneasy!!
however, amidst the bad stuffs that i've mentioned above there r a few minor good things that happened! hahaha forged closer bond w lynn and fel... n they r like nice ppl actually :):) n rediscover who the real frens r..(or so i think)
i really really hope i can do well for korean n proceed to the next levels....cos its the only things that i enjoy in uni, the only thing that's making uni bearable.ANDits the only thing that i'm banging on to bring up my cap... the rest like shit like tt! n duno how to study for it got soooo manyt things unknown..wondering if i can get a tutor tt can work miracles for me! hahah
these few days have been slp ard this time!! for wat i oso duno loh! wasnt even mugging lah! i must b mad! n i'm kinda scared of the repercussions of using too much com cos i've been using alotttttt..
heck lah!!! tml is finally my first free wed since the start of sch!!!:( how sad right becos of stupid marketing all my free even wk wks still must go bac sch just for tt! in the end i think we oso nv like exceed compare to other grps who did it much later than us but looks like they did a btr job:( ) haix tired! |
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[Oct. 17th, 2009|01:05 am] |
exactly a mth has came and past, this blog is still as dead hahah. n i'm still as dead too!:(
sch is crazy, and time flies, its not tt biz is soooooo busy, its just tt i slacked too much tt's y i'm sooooooo busy. there's tonnes of work to b done. recess wk was totally wasted so was thinking shld make gd use of elearning wk even planned out a long list of things to do but i cant even rem y i only managed to do the korean stuffs and the rest were pretty much untouched:( n the pile of things to b done is just getting higher n higher. unclear concepts, no one to turn to, haix uni really sucks.
stopped exercising...went netball once n nv go again cos no news frm yl n frm wat i heard frm hj she's nt intending to go again hahha so tt means i'm cca-less ...dun mind either i think at the end i might join club again:S like kcc.
feel so invisble in uni. even though start to make a few frens here n there its far frm jc/ sec sch kinda r/s..starting to cherish wat i had.... gd frens will see u through the good and the bad times...thanks y'all for being here!:) |
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[Sep. 17th, 2009|07:39 pm] |
they look so good tgt!! if only they are really tgt! haha they r the main reason i'm so into GG coupled with the fashion elements! i love blair's hairbands n blah most of the apparels n accessories frm the show. speaking of apparels i still havent get reply frm the stupid shopping spree ...this is the last time i'll do online shopping...at least not by myself... hahah need someone to coordinate. sch work is driving me nuts and i'm constantly tired, slping whenever and wherever i go! ppl stay up doing much work, i stayed up to chiong last min cos slack too much! i need to change! but i cant!:( watever! tml is coming n 8-8, 12 hrs straight in sch then its the "much awaited" recess wk... n when its over, which i guarantee it will b in a blink of an eye, everything's gg to come down harder than it has been, tests after tests, deadlines for project and presentations. to think i'm feeling so dead now, how m i supposed to cope w all these shit! but all tt can wait, at least hold it till aft recess wk.
shit supposed to do acc tut now but its so confusing, and i totally forgot today got fann wong n christopher lee's show! guess i'll hav to stay up again today, tt is if i can keep my eyes open n not have "scary" popping up in my acc tut! haha
i realised i'm super obsessed with opportunity cost! though the time wasted (as a result of other ppl's actions) would most likely be wasted by me doing other stuffs like watching tv etc, but at least i'll b happier. duno if u get wat i mean... |
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[Sep. 9th, 2009|01:45 pm] |
Life's a bitch... lol something good happens when you are least expecting it, and keeps happening until you are so used to having good things happening around you and all of the sudden, its gone,leaving me high and dry. lol
anyway i think i should seriously do something to my english, as in time to come, and actually now we are required to write a lot of reports and speak up in class. bleah i'm so ashamed of my work, i think it'll look super amateur in contrast with any year one biz students write up i can get my hands on. i need to start thinking and speaking up, maybe i should order the papers so i'll force myself to actually read and i think its kinda useful cos i can remember interesting stuffs from some articles which i tap on in my essays and stuffs when i've got nothing to talk about. of cos they need to b relevant to the topic of discussion, and thus i'm usually just sitting there trying to generate ideas from my tiny whiny puny brain! and more than often others in class are swifter than me at presenting their ideas(some of which had just entered my mind and still in the process of developing the whole argument or elaboration for that point) and i'm left marvelling at how fast their ideas form and how they can articulate their ideas so well. my class is scary. and i feel that its always the few people that speak alot and since there's mark concerned i think they should at least give others a chance to speak up too, i.e. not to jump at every possible chance to talk since you have already spoken for that particular tutorial.
another skill that i need to accquire is speed read and get the gist of the readings or whatever in concern instead of going bac again and again and as my memory is extremely bad most of the time i forget what the previous page was saying so instead of moving forward i'll be inching back and forth....need to sift out the most important points and learn how to generate wonderful ideas...which i wont feel stupid when saying. all this seems so hard. n i'm desperately deprieved of slp and at the end of the day who is to be blamed but me....kept procrastinating especially during the weekends..which i had planned it to be a super productive one, to catch up and get homework done:S
at the beginning of the week or throughout the week, u'll be wishing that time will pass faster, but as friday approaches u'll be begging time to slow, as another week is going to pass and yet still blur as a sotong, still lagging behind, still not productive, and the exams and deadlines are nearer too!
thought i ought to find something to enjoy in uni, so that it wont be so shitty all the time. korean, netball and yt hahah! netball was fun, and it feels good to exercise though i'm feeling rusty and movements are super lag and weirdly the ball keeps hitting me yesterday, but at least not right on the head. the last thing i need is a concussion haha! n pls i nv go seek yt it just happen to be sheer luck which i guess is running out soon..haha like used up too much luck in a day...felt as though i had felix felicis(duno how to spell) but ya was extremely tolerant n actually had fun talking to the ones who annoyed me, wore my C&K (probably 4 inch) heels for 6 hours with minimal blisters, in fact i think no blisters only reddness and sore toe nails...ok i think i forgot abt chionging my report hahah which is actually sucky enough to totally offsets all the positive things. slpt at 2plus on mon (i didnt slack at all ok...was preparing for korean quiz and did the report once i finished dinner. then yst chiong report until 4plus n i thot i was gg to b sick...cos yst woke up at 6 then today is morn day again. n after gg through my question in class i think i screwed up big time. haix how sad. gotta really buck up.... |
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[Aug. 31st, 2009|07:47 pm] |
i think it does work...a smile is a curve that straightens things out - a fren told me that. trying to be tt someone i want others to be. so ya today seems much better:D smiling and saying hi to everyone i noe. lol! feel like a retard but at least wont feel so dejected all the time. n tried to talk more n look less sian, was surprised when tt FM told me i looked sian.. i'm like wth hahha i thot i trying my best to look energetic.
hate tt i'm so dumb, like cant provide help to ppl that i want to help. cos they r v nice n explain to me n stuffs. really appreciate it. guess i just hav to look at the right places for the right people. like shi hui, long qing, queenie...nice helpful ppl.. all is not lost! lol i sound like damn optmistic n crazy now!
anw i really dun get the academic stuffs n supposed to be working hard now but ...:S really cant motivate myself to do so. but its really not a matter of choice. made a promise to myself to start working hard after piano exam. gotta stop the procrastination! 4 pg mkting assignment to b handed up next wed. bleah i duno a shit abt the topic i chose n heard frm merilyn tt its the one the lecturer sped thro! freak man! damn suay
wanna go overseas cip trip but the prospect of going through interviews with so many outstanding people to vie for a such a small no. of vacancy is just sian.
who did i talked to: sean, min jie, tian wen, shi hui, chengyoke, merilyn, weiren, huijuan, nicole, long qing, queenie.. |
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[Aug. 30th, 2009|06:37 pm] |
At some particular point of time, i'll always feel discontented, either with myself or with the kind of life i'm leading. Just like now. On retrospect, worse things kept coming in and those previous events that i deemed to be horrible or dissatisfied with suddenly seem not so bad after all, and i even missed some of those moments. i've been ranting off today to another couple of friends about how sucky life is, and i really appreciate them listening (or rather reading) all those crap tt i hav to say, and the advices they gave me. I think i should really start to find things to appreciate out of nothingness, to save myself from all this misery. I don't want to change the way i am to become damn fake or what, but i should at least be more interesting such that people wont find talking to me such a chore. that's currently not my main priority cos i think people in uni are so selfish (at least most of them) so making superficial friends are not at the top of my to-do list. i want to really buck up and start catching up what i've been lagging behind for these few weeks, cos as of today i realised how alone i am. its the selfish crap all over again. n i feel bad to bother some nt so close frens over n over again on sch work. "we're all in this together" sounds so faraway and unattainable. a whole new journey that has to be taken, all by myself. I want to live in the moment and not feel miserable my whole life cos its just something that we hav to accept, there's no running away from it - life is just going to get worse, so why not enjoy while we can?. haix. n tt's sth i'll have to quit, sighing all day long!
finally aft so long, i wasnt able to stand by my own words...i broke my own promise to myself.
target: try to enjoy sch this wk (sounds so impossible!) |
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[Aug. 24th, 2009|03:01 am] |
lt posted some 301 pics on fb so decided to take a look. n gosh makes me feels sad...wonder wat happened to me
   
ok my hair sucks, lol super overgrown. but LOOK! the face is so much sharper n free of acne! haix, can i go bac to before? i think it must be retribution! hahah for complaining too much, so they made it worse, such that i'll learn to cherish wat i hav. ok fine! so if i could change back to wat i was like in the pic, i'll ignore the imperfections n just b contented w it. haix... now i'm like fat, pimply, n DUMB...tt's wat the holidays has done to me. was feeling like crap just now cos of all the shit that's gg on in my life at this v point. n i must say i'm largely to be blamed for how things turned out. haix so suck...hopefully tml m1 will tell me they have processed n i now hav my unlimited sms\mms n calls to sj! cant wait!
n i so wanna go to seoul to shop! for summer clothes! haix. n i duno y i cant switch bac....i'm like slping at 3 plus for 3 days straight...wasnt doing anything impt at all! crap lah..i must switch bac to a normal n healthy lifestyle asap! my hair is still wet n all! n my eyelids r not cooperating! last time used to b when lack of slp then hav nice double eyelids n vice versa, but now its like slp too little its the one side double one side single crap again! ugly! running out of contacts. wanna hav a shopping session soon. n i hav absolutely no self-discipline! was thinking of eating lesser unhealthy food n drinking at least 6 glasses of water a day(a big improvement to none or one glass a day) carried on for like 1 or 2 days then today i didnt drink plain water at all! shld seriously cut down on unnecessary sugar, like sweetened drinks etc. i think the only thing tt i can do consistently is to walk. make extra effort to walk instead of taking bus etc. convincing myself tt, little it may seem but it's still better than nth. hope it really does work. miss sec sch, n jc times. cos uni sucks so much in comparison!
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[Aug. 23rd, 2009|12:20 am] |
Sheesh uni life is definitely nothing like i'd imagined. The JC teachers always say the hardest part of education is the A's and after we've past it uni will be a breeze. Gosh, where did they get that from! More like the other way round. School has barely started and i'm already feeling miserable much more than in jc...tutorials havent even start! But it might be precisely due to that, that i'm feeling the way i am now. Most of the time in uni is time alone, though in lectures i might sit with alum grp ppl but we barely talked, cos if i talk i would be able to follow wat the lecturer is saying (though i cant even w/o talking to ppl) and i hav nth to say. if i do force sth out to say, it'll sound either really boring or stupid (lately, its more of the former). For the past two weeks its still ok considering the fact that i've been meetin up w jc clique for lunch n stuffs, but once tutorials kick in, i doubt we'll have time to meet up for lunch n stuffs. feel so isolated. anw towards the end of the wk, bonded a bit w alum grp ppl (ya only one) cos we head home tgt, n he'll like start convos n stuffs n i can just talk smoothly w/o the much hated awkward silence. tt's the perks to gg home in public transport..like can make frens but like at the expense of time (though i doubt i could seriously do anything v productive at home w tt time) and the cons to this is that there's so gg to b a whole new series of "my embarrassing moments on public transports", judging by how i managed to score two super ps moments just yst alone...
its time i stop bejeweled-ing n stuffs n get down to some serious work, cos i'm really lagging behind. i think i might hav missed the info session recrea for netball, n i dun hav a clue on how to join n wat's the whole deal abt...y cant they just leave more info on the website so that those who missed the welcome tea will still b able to mak informed decisions. dun understand a shit. hj is asking me to join skating...n i'm considering but i'm still more into netball. shall c how it goes. n y is the holiday plan thingy so hard to settle! raar..still hav so much unsettled stuffs and i'm just cant be bothered to resolve them. finally gotten my much awaited sponge!:D works well! shall c how long it last! hahah.
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one of the most intolerable things is when ppl go bac on their words. its just super exasperating as u've like prepared for it and all then its cancelled. i think i've been on this topic for a couple of times, but ya i cant stand it. at the v least, u shld let me noe if u're nt gg to make it n not when i contact u then last min pull out. super annoying n so i've decided to blacklist those n likelihood of gg out w them in the future is near 0. think i'm too insignificant. ppl always forget wat they promised me to do. so sad. damn disappointed, was estatic cos i thot i made a like minded fren which was so rare..but i was delussional i guess:( anw i think some ppl r v easy to tok to whereas some r like :S even though i can tok alot crap online oso like cmi:S
lect today wasnt tt bad. n it was quite an ec day haha. but i was seriously too tired. keep wanting to slp n throw up! so down like a dozen of sweets down my throat whenever i feel sick. korean lect n management lect would hav been more fun if i werent too busy stopping myself frm feel nauseated or struggling to stay awake cos had a late nite. i'm so glad i hav 3 interesting lecturers tt makes staying awake like a tiny winy bit easier.. n i gotta start slping early. got 3 8amdays in a wk:( |
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L = loner or loser or watever bad stuffs u can think of.
haix damn suck. damn annoying... these r one of the few phrases tt i found myself saying v often these days! think i complain alot recently(yes! much more than b4..if u can imagine! hahah which i think makes me myself pretty annoying to others. i shld stop complaining! gosh!) i'm like super duper lost in sch! i duno alot of things n keep asking ppl. n i'm mostly all by myself. lol n i feel like a complete retard. cos everyone's taking notes n i think i ought to as well, cos i dun really understand (i'm gg to read thro the notes later, hopefully) then my notes damn commonsensical n e font size is super huge which makes me feel damn ashamed haha tried to alter it but doesnt work - dun really noe how to use microsoft office 2007 ...hahha so i think i'm gg to run thro the tut later or sth..to familiarise with wat i'll b dealing w, so i wont b so noob! hahha
n i shall b more positive! hahah to save my face frm more pimples/wrinkles hahah! there's sth else i wanted to say but cant rem! haha
new resolutions:
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[Aug. 1st, 2009|04:37 pm] |
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ANW! I FIRED THE BIG FAT IDIOT!
Figured my life's shit enough without him. n i didnt pay him so much to endure all these crap. n get all furious - which afects my driving (become more hiong) n get more lines n pimples. i hate it when they arent paying attention! used to hav a piano teacher who asked to me go autopilot n play myself while she sings to herself n brushes her hair n slp. wat is this man! n here it is history repeating itself. i cant believe i'm so dumb to stick w it for so long but today's last straw seriously! nt as if i havent give him enough chance. every lesson was shit like except probably one or two which was less shitty. had alot of near accidents. n y is tt?! he is supposed to b like looking out for me as well so i'm still kinda new n all but guess wat he's doing! singing along with every single songs played on the radio, then looking at the scenery, OR SLEEPING! bloody hell! how dangerous is tt! n he always tell me last min turn here or there n sometimes instructions nt clear or wat then i hav some hitches then he'll blame me! wtf! then just now throughout the lesson i was contemplating if i shld do this, fire him tt is... i mean maybe i shld discuss w my dad n stuffs...so the plan is to ask him wat's his rate when the lesson ends followed by discussing w my dad. he blew his own chance.. nt my fault! he was like asking me to do the slope thingy again then at one pt there's no instructions issued so i turned to look at him wtf his eyes r closed (today already caught him with his eyes close a few times, the other time oso) so i decided to wait a while for him to wake up or sth...1min....n tada! still there w his eyes closed. so i just ERHEM...then he acts as if nth's wrong n said ok move loh.. i was reallly reallly extremely furious at tt pt. "i shld just fire him rite?" keeps popping up in my head, n one last chance...was nearing a junction with left or right duno where he wants me to go, he didnt say anything yet, turn to look at him, GREAT! EYES CLOSED! TT'S IT! i just turn left then he woke then headed bac to house.he was asking me abt my timetable n scheduling next lesson when i interrupted n asked him abt the rates n said tt i wanna stop. he asked y then i said cos u r dozing off! i was fuming to the extent tt couldnt tak steadily. then he say where got dozing, where got dozing.then i told him its nt the first time already loh, n he wasnt paying attention...n i told him i'll just pay him for the lessons we had. n its so dumb cos the first lesson(1 n a half hr) was mainly he toking i nv even drive! good riddance. now prob gg to waste money again....cos need to change centre n all crap. he n his crap shldnt listen to him. say wat amk driving centre is moving to woodlands soon tt's i agreed to take at ubi. freaking liar. n cos bro thot i wanted to tak at amk say duno any instructors when he does noe a gd one at bukitbatok....haix....freak loh
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[Jul. 24th, 2009|05:57 pm] |
Gosh finally i'm seeing the tiny hint of light! haix... been so confused over the university operations and systems ..seems so different from the many years of past education, cept probably for ivle. n i must be the suay-iest! out of so many ppl who apply for lpp i'm one of the few tt kena a clash for a module tt i didnt even noe i took/ was allocated! n i tried to find out all the info i can yst but to no avail. one of the few luckier thing is tt i decided to check my nus email for the first time in the middle of the night on 22th which was the day tt the email regarding the clash was sent. n the registration day for me is today...cos i got the info tt i needed so as to make the appropriate arrangements. tried to enter cors to drop the allocated slot but to only to realise tt means i'll hav to drop a period of tutorial earlier tt day too. nevertheless was gg to drop them when i realised i wasnt able to drop. read through the guides n faq n everything but duno y i couldnt. then proceeded to alternative plan which was changing the lpp lecture itself. lol spent 30 mins or more reading everything abt write proper emails frm the bks tt they gave us before finally typing out n sending it to the person in-charge. n i hav to go to sch on all 5 days! bleah:( wondering if i can rush frm one biz lect tt ends at 12 to the kor lect tt starts at 12 on time.sounds highly impossible unless i could apparate. greatly appreciated all the help frm all those tt i badgered in an attempt to seek enlightenment. feels abit :S cos i didnt slp well last nite:( cant seem to clear my mind
i didnt realised so many other ppl r in biz...heard frm sheng yst tt jo is in biz too n today so qiao met her there, then there's qiu qi n a handful of mjcians. i completely forgot tt yk is oso in BAC so in e end joined her in the queue n went ard w her then waited for val, had SUBWAY'S then went home. still must shop for laptop, n i'm running out of med for my face. i'm kinda tempted to try out yk's remedy -putting potato on the face- since its a much cheaper alternative..i shld get more details first. n i wanted to go to the mrt stn just to make the tertiary ezlink n in e end she tell me the system spoil ask me go other mrt stn...sian waste my bus fare only! |
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[Jul. 17th, 2009|05:17 pm] |
gosh was just flipping thro the organizer n i realised tt i'd i wore my mthly contacts for more than a mth!(11 days more!) cos i kept thinking i changed on 16th june n was shocked to c tt i'd in fact changed it in 6th june! no wonder felt so uncomfortable at times.
n caught hp yst at the first slot (available in tm) n first day of it showing! its nt bad really! if i dun keep comparing w the bk. but there is a random scene, nt mentioned in the bk, which i hav no idea y they put it in.n things were changed, as usual, haha cant help but kinda busied myself w spotting the difference instead of focusing on the show! wished they'd include the fight btw the order of phoenix and the dead eaters for the tower tt part, would b more exciting. n i practically jumped for one scene though i knew it was coming...so sad e whole hp thing is gg to end soon....i''m gg to buy the beedle n bard bk. cos now tt i've finished rereading the last 4 or 5 bks of the series i feel so aimless suddenly. haha the wizard combo set is so cute but didnt want to spend so just got the nachos, n it sucks cos the cheese is not even warm n the nachos were lao hong one lor! bleah! waste my money! aft tt we just sit down n ate n shopped ard a while..time past so quickly n i spent most of my money on food:( ...tried on a nice pair of 37 heels at topshop! miraculously it fitted perfectly, its super duper high but nice! didnt bother to check the price cos thot it might b x n no pt buying cos wont b wearing so high out anw. i'm so glad tt we r still in touch aft so long!:D n i felt so ashamed cos i cant express myself clearly! duno how!:(
driving was fun today! finally get to drive 2nd n 3rd gear! n today no complains for my instructor hahah! though there was 3 near accidents freaking scary! |
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[Jun. 29th, 2009|12:54 pm] |
had my first driving lesson. wasnt how i imagined it'd b like at all! firstly i still havent been on the driver's seat yet (which acording to the 50bucks blue booklet shld b the next lesson) n i think i should hav taken school instead! cos bloody hell i didnt noe private for each circuit lesson needs $23 n he say normally needs 8-10 lessons which would b excluded frm the the till-i-pass tuition fee n if i'm taking sch i'd hav free trials, elearning n all n now the most sickening thing is i'm gg to tak my test in ubi! cos the amk driving centre is allegedly gg to move to woodlands. n its so scary ... was asked many qns n my ans is mostly duno. cos either i really duno or i forgot n gosh it still early lah i cant really process anything..one of the qns is y sometimes press brake engine will die n other times wont. n i cant even recall if he did explain it. but was kinda aggitated when coming to say y should learn manual. i didnt even say i dun1 to learn loh like wth loh! wat m i doing there if i dun1 to learn manual. then just kept gg on n on n so aggitated scary! then he asked me y i wanted to learn auto at first then i say cos easier n went on w all the things again..gosh of cos i noe the gd pts abt manual if nt i wont b sitting there rite...haix this is somewat a bad start.....hope it'll get better the next time:(...i'm so tired now n wanna slp!
n crap loh my laptop crash again!
my new energy booster! hahha |
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[Jun. 24th, 2009|12:09 am] |
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was watching ch [v] then saw this mv
HYUNJOONG!!!!:D lol n the hairpin guy in gokusen 2 n xiao yu look alike!!! hahha!
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[Jun. 23rd, 2009|12:47 am] |
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lol i'm currently starting another show - Gokusen 2, starring Hayami Mokomichi (plays tenjo naito in Zettai kareshi) n the other ZK guy! hahah found out HM is actually mixed blood..cool! n they both look much better in this show i think cos of their stylish waxed hair. hahha anw i'm planning to watch water boys too n jin tian yi (the one i havent watch b4, like shows like tt...e.g trick oso nice) haha anw regreted nt spending more of the long holiday doing things tt i wanted to n like... so i've decided to start baking again! hahhaa! hope it'll b successful! if so i can post nice pics on the blog. |
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[Jun. 22nd, 2009|02:02 am] |
ZETTAI KARESHI! AKA ABSOLUTE BF. just finished watching! its such a cute, sweet n touching show! gosh now my eyes r so swollen n pain cos i cried too much for the last ep! i dun rem crying tt much or badly for any shows recently. if nt for the laggish buffering i would hav finished it earlier...n all the cakes in the shows makes my mouth water!!! lol!
nnnnnnn...turns out got a sp ep tt means the ending is nt the ending yet! hahahha
---------------------------------------------------------------------- just finished watching the sp ep ...turns out still like tt haix hahha
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[Jun. 13th, 2009|05:04 pm] |
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2 voices tt i like alot...too many nice shows so randomly picked a few:P
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